I’m too smart for my own good. And you are too.

There I was, pouring my heart out to my man from a place of despair and distortion.

Convincing him with my brilliant logic of how he had failed me on his word.

I could see the hurt and confusion in his eyes which amplified the pain in mine.

I was not ok.

What I was feeling was completely historical, and my brain told a brilliant tale to paint a picture of me as the victim, the one who wasn’t being seen…

I cried and processed. I could tell from the visceral response in my body that this was something so ancient.

So I did what I always do, I took a walk.

And on that walk, I could hear my higher self:

“You are at the center of this, Diana. You are not a victim. This is here for you because you are ready to let it go. It’s time to take radical responsibility.”

I took myself through an incredibly powerful process…

At first it felt like it was shattering my ego.

Then it felt like it was shattering an illusion.

Until finally it felt like I could simply put this down, for good.

I could liberate myself from this piece of suffering I was holding onto.

So I did.

Today, with no words, my husband and I came into the longest embrace which led to the most delicious lovemaking, my surrender, his devotion.

I shared the details of this story and the exact process with The Portal and here’s how it’s landing 🙏🏽🥹